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THANKS!
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!

four papers completed.i should take a rest.but it's just that train of thoughts that make me uneasy.thinking if i have done the wrong calculations,thinking if i have chosen the wrong question.all these sense of insecurity that i cant put down.i start to wonder if i have taken all these too easily or just that it's all too difficult for me to handle.i reall admire those who could Aced it all.

so stress.*take a DEEP breath*,and certainly,my maid has chosen the right time to go back to her hometown,leaving me no choice but also have to take care of the house.

gosh.tell me when it's over.

prelim's out(hoohoo!!)

finally i can stuck my butt to the sofa and be a potato couch.for a while.though,it's a short break.but to a junior college student,it's better than nothing.

30 odd more days to A's..

went to shopping yesterday.haiz.n i tell you.i really made a bad choice of wearing high heels,act smart right?haiz.now i am with swollen legs.cannot really walk properly...but still must walk,else i will become fatter....
went also,to get my mp3 player yesterday..haiz...and this is not a very wise decision...the player's barcode was not taken out,and this caused the alarm to turn on after i walked in or walked out of every shop(almost).GRRR.then only when carol walk beside me then it does ring.before that,she told me a "wise" way of walking out fast.so,for the next few stores,i was like maddly running out of the shop,but it still rang.

SIGH*.home is still the best place on Earth...no alarm,no shops to shop,no sweaty places,no smoke..GREAT. B-E-A-Utiful...

have been at home for 6 days.

i didnt touch the uniform for a week.and that's what make the holidays so good.
haiz,but what makes the holidays so bad...is all the studying that i have done...i think i have forgotten how to cross the road.

prelims starts on monday.to say truthfully,my preparation is not at all well-prepared.like a chef lacking an ingredient.but only realize when he is half way through cooking the dish.probably,during the paper is then when i will realize that i didnt prepare well enough.

i reminded myself one major tests after another.but i didnt seem to get it.i m one of those who will rush through the preparation

see how it goes....

Creative Zen Digital Media Player (4GB)  

i want it.resembles the iriver one.comes with radio(yeah!)and video!.hope to see it at Comex...

COMEX...HERE I COME!

"ah boy",i heard someone calling from my back.
"ah boy",i turned around and noticed it was an old lady,"Is this bus 136?".she asked in teochew,i nodded.and helped her up the bus.she told me that she just came from the clinic.

up on the bus,where the lady found a seat,given up by a young lad.she asked me to sit,"ah boy,sit here,there's place,"she pointed to the seat opposite her.O,i realised that i was called ah boy all along,firstly,i thought maybe she was calling someone else.ha,so i was the "boy", she was calling.but never mind,used to it already,not the first time anyways.

who am i actually?i asked myself.i remembered what my gp teacher asked in class,"How do you know you exist?Does your body belongs to you?"

our lives are defined by the people around us,and the things we do.so,i am not bothered by it.what they call me.does not really matters,what i know is that i know myself.and what i do,and wanna do at the end of the day would not harm anyone.

that's me.

how about yourself?

got into a dilemma today.

awful feeling,and i was totally subjected to peer pressure.i felt useless,at 18,i am still vulnerable to it,am i stupid or wat.i was pondering about the real answer i want.i couldn't find it.was it a choice of conscience ?
i headed back and forth,until i could not take it anymore,books just put me away in the morning and i dont want to burdened by it.
i did the right choice.or at least,in my point of view.
sometimes right or wrong can be very subjective.like,i may view something as immoral,but another person may not.so,while judging one person's character,we could not just jump to a conclusion.but that's what we fail to do most of the times.this is so even after some many years and generations of humans.

it's not a matter of right and wrong anymore,rather,it's a matter of whether we can respect people's opinion towards an issue.

life!

by the way,i changed the template of the blog,did some changes to the original one.chose black because,i want to save energy!just as what Google did for blackle.com.

start doing something for the Earth now.

mine's the most obvious one at the bottom...all thanks to kai peng,draw like secondary school outline the art pieces.hee,anyways,

happy birthday to liwen!!!
and her twin sister!
HOOHOO~

--how many more days left?

when the time comes,we will all know...
around 6 more weeks?i think,

my memory is failing me,wonder if it's due to the lack of rest or sleep.
i totally forgot to print physics notes until liwen reminded me,grrr.haiz,in the end,left me no choice but to meddle with photocopy machines outside the photocopy shop.tutorials also having this problem,i seem to miss out a page for the tutorial.grrr..my canon printer still cant be recognized by the vista.i guess it's time for it to retire.should sell it on ebay one fine day.

after careful thinking,i asked my mother try to get a dvd player.because,there's too many shows that are nice to watch,but due to busy work,i cant watch them,so record record record,then play it after the a's.so smart.but wonder if my mum really agree on it or not.some more dvd recorder quite expensive...

happy birthday to kai peng!!!